I can't do it anymore, I came to realize that a long time ago but I could never find the words of the voice to say something. Last time I was thinking about coming back and trying to talk to people here again, I was admitted to hospital for six days, and thinking about this website stirs some shit in my mind that I'd rather not think about, so I just can't. I've tried, but I can't, and once again I apologize for that.
I've always been happier talking to people here than in real life until I actually got real friends that cared, and I realize that I guess maintaining this account was too stressful, with highschool, VCE next years, SACs, Exams, and the most friends I've ever had in my life.
So I'm sorry.
Going to leave the account open so I can keep tabs on references and tutorials I favorite, but other than that, no more. going to refrain from posting, commenting, and all that fun stuff.
Not to say I still don't love and greatly appreciate the friends I've had on here who I've neglected for so long. I definitely feel like shit for that, but... I couldn't bring myself too after the length of my absences. I am going to miss you, but goodbye everyone, on deviant art at least.
You can still find my on my tumblr at nakodiles-and-carapacians.tumblr.com where I mainly reblog fandom stuff, with the odd rant, sketch and story I happen to post.
See you guys around I guess. 0u0